Flow Is Right

Naked, I witness the purity
Of the wind, of the water and of the life around me.
In nudity lies my innocence
And a sense of belonging…
I look forward to swim in the river gushing before me.
Air is but plenty.
My lungs feel the pain…
Yet everything is tuned and feels just so right.
The cold touch of the splashing liquid is inviting
My feet are being tickled by the little insignificant stones
My arms are waiting to swim against the flow.
I know it’s unnecessary.
The land left behind is past and the flow of the river is all I know.
There’s a deep, warm glow inside me… I recognize love.
I love the things worth loving.
I love the Spirit and its various forms.
Make me yours, I’m still a virgin.

Steps Towards The White Light

I've seen how the weather changes in an instant during my treks in the Garhwal Himalayas.

The changes going through me are of the similar nature... but while the sky grows overcast in the mountains, I find my mind getting lighter and brighter! :)

I have no idea when these winds started blowing but boy has my attitude towards life changed!!

I started thinking more deeply, I saw myself living the lives of others and felt the world from their hearts.

That didnt help me control my temper though... :P

Thing is, I've become spiritually oriented.

The 'larger picture' is much more clearer than before and my significance in this space has been highlighted. I have felt the presence of Higher Self within me. It has opened my eyes like never before.

The pain, the grief, the joy, the excitement and even love... everything is One.

I am One.

And right now, my duty is to graduate from RAIT as a BE. :P

Wind Is Mine

My soul, ready and eager to fly
I stand on the edge of a cliff
I look below, the miniscule world squints back at me…
Wind brings me back to reality.

It is not hostile, for it’s Lord is mine.
I see no dominance, for it is my kin.
I feel no humility, for there’s none.
I face the strength, which resides in me.

At the brink of life and death
I am a free being
My soul has already broken free of the chains
It now rules the sky with the wind.

My hands outspread, Eyes closed
I cry out to the Spirit of Life
I cry out to the Angel of Death
I beg for eternal freedom

I am nothing now
For I’m as light as the faintest wisp of cloud
I am One now
To have achieved Oneness with the Wind

Almighty, make me yours
I have nothing to fear
Death brings no despair
For I’ve made love to the Wind.

Breaking Free

I’m feeling funny at the moment.
My mind is confused with random thoughts… and I aint in no mood to encourage this situation.
I want to ride the wind, and be a free soul… and live my life.

Every time I decide to act in a specific way, I lose the firmness on hearing her voice on the phone. I wonder whether I’m really that weak. I don’t want to be.
I was not betrayed. I was not left out in the cold. I know that.
But what the heck?!
Why the hell am I still sticking to the past?
(Hope you don’t read Louis Hay or you’ll know what I’m suffering from)

I dream that the stone doesn’t want to roll anymore but is being rolled forcibly…
Aint I an emotional fool?
I forget that nothing can be moved unless it wants to be moved…
(Forget Newton, I Rule My World)

The sun is bright, the wind is playful and cold… refreshingly cold.
The light drizzle makes a cup of coffee much more heavenly.
I walk around the countryside, I climb the mountains, I cross the rivers,
I count the stars at night and I chat with the sunbeam.
I’m getting to know myself once again.

I feel newborn and I see the world in a brand new light…
I am neither sad nor happy… I’m serene.
And I see with eyes of a student.

I'm learning with a new hope… now that I’ve broken free…